Starting the higher dose of antidepressants tonight. As if I'm not stoned enough in what I'm all ready on!

Theee new meds are doing my head in. Feel jangled going to bed. And hung over/stoned when I wake up.

Sounds like they want a load out to counteract a specific band they think is going to go down poorly. I've also just read that Parkway Drive are apparently headlining a festival next year. This could go badly. That'd be byond awful. Especially after the Priest stuff. And isn't seven bands quite a s...

Feeling like a zombie on these meds.

Things finally got on top of me and I'm on antidepressants/sedatives at night. Yay!

Really don't give a shit. Fuck everything really shitty mood crash!

In a really black mood. Everything and everyone can just fuck off! Could quite happily live in a hut on an island. I'm just about fucking done!

Feeling meh about pretty much everything. Really hate this time of year and I really hate Christmas.

I've kind of expecting Korn for a few years now, but if they are they probably wouldn't get announced until after their tour with Limp Bizkit, which I think is next year sometime. We might even get massively unlucky and have both of them. Tour's in December. Imagine waiting all that time for that h...

Don't think I've ever been so relieved in all my life!

Seriously freaking out about some hospital results I'm getting on Fri.

A week until I get results to an appointment to on some thing major. Yeah I could say I'm creaking out!

CBT went well yesterday. This could be far more useful than going over stuff that happened years ago. Not sure how I'll feel when I properly start to challenge things but yeah it was ok.

I've had the same mobile number for well over ten years!

Eak starting my CBT tomorrow.