Postby Jobdone » Sun Aug 18, 2013 12:55 am
HAH.
I never look in the mirror because I know I look terrible, and then look at photos and remember how awful I look, and then just give up and curl into a small ball and violently cry for a while. I gather the tears into a small bottle for later usage. After retrieving myself from the floor I go to a monastery and do confession for 12 hours about all the terrible things I've done which usually include "Didn't reply to someone when they asked me for the time" and "Walked past a homeless dude once". After a bit of self flagellation I retire to my room where I lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling. I made the random dots and swerves of the paint into mysterious and wonderful fantasy worlds where I could live forever in true happiness. This takes me up to about 3am. From there I stalk the streets look for an innocent woman. I finally find one around 3.45am, but sometimes later. Kidnapping her, I put her into the bathtub and let her bathe in my misery tears (Hence the bottling). She also weeps which aids the bathing process. Once she is fully covered in my despair, I get into the bath also and slit her throat. I chant pretend latin so that in her final days she thinks that it's some part of ceremony. It is not. I just need this. I need her to feel this. Once I have covered every part of my body in her blood I am reborn again for the day. I crawl to bed at 5am. I awake at 7am, shower off the blood, and start the cycle anew.
I am eternal.
I am infinite.
I shall know of this forever.
Or something I don't fucking know dude it's like 2am and I've been drinking.
oh Joe
