Ndnd wrote:Just rang my Nan and she has deteriorated mentally quite a bit. What is worse is that I only lasted 30 mins of having the same questions asked before I felt exhausted and made my excuses.
I am feeling really vile and guilty right now.
Add one to the sad people club. My father is in a nursing home now. If I'm lucky I get maybe one minute of conversation when I first wake him up and then for the rest of the visit it's just helping him get back and forth in and around the home because he doesn't know what he wants to do or where he wants to go. And he's worse every time I see him.
Add to these troubles is the occasional phone call from the rest of my indifferent immediate family that just reminds me of the crap that has gone on our whole lives.
But what's really has me down now is finding out that my place of employment for the past 7 years is wrapping up, potentially ending my nearly 10 years of steady employment if I don't find something before the termination notice ends. What's also sad is just going into work still with the dampened spirits of my co-workers.
So, I know my Dad is surely passing away and I know the job I've been enjoying is surely passing away.
But thanks to this thread I have a place to dump this.