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fluffymoo wrote:I had a massive breakdown at work.

I'm sorry Moo, I'm sending you massive massive hugs. I hope you're as okay as you can be at the moment <3

fluffymoo wrote:I had a massive breakdown at work.

What happened?

I've spoken to the Blue Cross about rehoming my rabbits. I'm taking them in next week for a check up and to give their details so they can be put up on the website. I know it's the best thing for them but I feel so guilty about getting them only to give them away again I'm so hoping they end up going to a good home.

Ended up staying up all the night convincing the other half not to top herself. Not for the first time in recent months but this time she actually took the pills but was then persuaded to get some salt water to throw them back up. My brain isn't working today, I'm not entirely sure where we go from here.

How many did she take? She might want to get checked out. I'd hope they'd offer some kind of psychological support too. Sounds like she's got a lot of issues.

I'm not entirely sure as I'm over a hundred miles away at present, but from what I gather it was 'more than enough'. The things is, this is happening almost every time she has a deadline for her course (with her getting closer to it being irreversible each and every time) and I'm just not sure if I can deal with it anymore.

She needs to go to the hospital stat to get checked out.

She might feel fine and think she's thrown up the tablets but then her liver could fail in a couple of weeks time.

kanet666 wrote:I'm not entirely sure as I'm over a hundred miles away at present, but from what I gather it was 'more than enough'. The things is, this is happening almost every time she has a deadline for her course (with her getting closer to it being irreversible each and every time) and I'm just not sure if I can deal with it anymore.

Wtaf. She needs:
1. See a doctor about the overdose like Nantha said
2. If she regularly gets suicidal from a course deadline she needs to see a psychologist and get herself sorted.

From my limited knowledge, sounds like a kind of maladaptive coping mechanism rather than being completely suicidal. I get the impression deep down she might want you to try and talk her out of it. But still clearly a problem in itself.

Well, that's the last of my boxes and my car off to storage. I fly to Australia tomorrow.
I should be psyched about this but I'm just fucking dreading not being able to see my friends for 6 months.
I know 6 months isn't really that long, but I've never been away from them for any longer than 3 weeks. Getting a bit emotional really

Applecore wrote:Well, that's the last of my boxes and my car off to storage. I fly to Australia tomorrow.
I should be psyched about this but I'm just fucking dreading not being able to see my friends for 6 months.
I know 6 months isn't really that long, but I've never been away from them for any longer than 3 weeks. Getting a bit emotional really

In 6 months time you'll be making the same kind of post about not wanting to come back.

Go, enjoy yourself, I'm sure most people on here would love to do something like this.

Craig, go out there and smash it. You'll love it once you're there.

Quit my band because it was just too sloppy Recorded a track Yesterday which was just pants... sucks.

^ Any chance we on here could take a listen?

Not yet - it was only recorded yesterday. The recording quality will be decent, just the poor timing and overall unprepared-ness that sucked. You can listen to another that's fairly muddy that's online if you like, the song material's a bit better on that one though? I didn't write any of the one recorded yesterday.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1c76RSlMTk4

I feel like I'm rambling a bit, sorry

Owen wrote:^ Any chance we on here could take a listen?

Yeah, it may not be as bad as you think. Always helps to get outsider opinion.