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Re: What's upset you?

Posted: Thu Jul 04, 2019 12:45 am
by Noodle
This post is going here, because woo doom and gloom and stuff.

I'm sort of back after going full hermit for 6 months. Huge mental breakdown, suicidal thoughts, depression. Many fun. Genuinely frightening thinking about it and going through it. Effectively switched my life onto standby since new year. I can probably count the number of people I've spoken to face to face into the low teens this entire year.

It's been a slow, grinding recovery but I'm getting there.

I hope none of you get to the point where contemplating suicide doesn't scare the shit out of you at that time.

Re: What's upset you?

Posted: Thu Jul 04, 2019 8:29 am
by WorMzy
Sorry to hear that, but glad you're recovering and have the strength to post about what you're going through. I'm not on social media, as you know, but if you want to chat, you know how to contact me. :yes:

Re: What's upset you?

Posted: Sun Jul 07, 2019 6:03 pm
by WorMzy
My own sad is that we seem to be having issues in both our fish tanks at the moment -- in the smaller tank we've lost the last of our sakura shrimp to white ring of death, a couple of catfish to random fish death syndrome, and one of the danios had a swimbladder problem and has seemingly disappeared, and in the larger tank, one of the wood shrimp died for no reason, and the plec turned up today all fluffy and very dead.

On the upside, we're apparently creating the perfect environment for breeding, with at least two guppy fries appearing out of nowhere in the larger tank, and at least two minnows in the smaller. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Re: What's upset you?

Posted: Thu Aug 06, 2020 4:56 pm
by Bizza
Not being at Bloodstock, fuck 2020.

Re: What's upset you?

Posted: Fri Aug 07, 2020 12:45 pm
by tmcgoay
Bizza wrote:Not being at Bloodstock, fuck 2020.


Absolutely and now that Beermageddon is cancelled i won't be celebrating my birthday at a festival

Re: What's upset you?

Posted: Fri Aug 07, 2020 2:27 pm
by Jay1993
Yeah it's getting to me too. Didn't hit me until this weekend. :(

Re: What's upset you?

Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2020 9:34 am
by bloodfiend
Jay1993 wrote:Yeah it's getting to me too. Didn't hit me until this weekend. :(


Meh was it that bad?

The weather was nice at the weekend and you were spared from witnessing a horrific BOA line up, plus the virtual fest was fun.

Re: What's upset you?

Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2020 4:50 pm
by Jay1993
bloodfiend wrote:
Jay1993 wrote:Yeah it's getting to me too. Didn't hit me until this weekend. :(


Meh was it that bad?

The weather was nice at the weekend and you were spared from witnessing a horrific BOA line up, plus the virtual fest was fun.


Yep. A couple in our camp got married a few days before Bloodstock so this year was due to be a big celebration! Plus not getting the chance to see people I rarely get to see, watch awesome bands and just enjoy the festival atmosphere in general. I personally thought the lineup for this year was great!

I never wanna miss a BOA again! :lol:

Re: What's upset you?

Posted: Tue Aug 11, 2020 4:08 pm
by Bizza
bloodfiend wrote:
Jay1993 wrote:Yeah it's getting to me too. Didn't hit me until this weekend. :(


Meh was it that bad?

The weather was nice at the weekend and you were spared from witnessing a horrific BOA line up, plus the virtual fest was fun.


Yea I agree the line up isn't great but I still missed that weekend away from it all getting hammered in a field with friends.

Re: What's upset you?

Posted: Wed Aug 12, 2020 9:05 am
by bloodfiend
Bizza wrote:
bloodfiend wrote:
Jay1993 wrote:Yeah it's getting to me too. Didn't hit me until this weekend. :(


Meh was it that bad?

The weather was nice at the weekend and you were spared from witnessing a horrific BOA line up, plus the virtual fest was fun.


Yea I agree the line up isn't great but I still missed that weekend away from it all getting hammered in a field with friends.


tbf the line up just got massively better with Mercyful Fate, and actually looks okay now. Still a fair amount of crud there, and having an extra day is not worth it, but it looks far better than the line up was going to be this year.

Not that I'll be going though, cos there's a festival a zillion times better in the Czech Rep at the same time! And Mercyful Fate were on the 2020 line up at Brutal Assault, which hopefully means they're guaranteed to be there in 2021.