Thanks so much for your great advice everyone, seriously appreciated, I feel better now.
I will let you know how my first do in it goes!
@Johnnytightlips, no chance of that, my van's bright orange! Lol xx
On the subject, I passed when I was 24. I've always loved driving. My first car was a little corsa which I pimped up all hippie-style (vinyl ladybirds and flowers!) and decorated on the inside. It died and I got a focus, an ex-police squad car, really does shift some and yes, I am very careful of my choice of music whilst driving!
I <3 my van! It's really well maintained despite being so old-inside especially looks almost new.
We're all ****ed. It helps to remember this.