Jobdone wrote:I'll just agree with what everyone else said Moo, I don't have much to add because I've been going through that whole thing of who I am when I'm around people and who I actually am yadda yadda for the best part of 10 years. I'm fairly sure I've got it nailed down at the moment. But on the other hand part of life is changing so maybe who I was back then was fine and who I was at the time and who I am now is just different because life changes you.
Davros, on the withdrawal thing, honestly sometimes I agree with it depending on the situation. Sometimes I just need the downtime to recharge and not see anyone for a while, but if it's just you sitting there letting the bad thoughts swirl round your head, reach out. I've got a couple of mates where we have that back and forth of "I'm feeling fucking terrible, and I'm gonna snap and sound pissed at you, but I'm not. I just don't want to do that to myself for the next 4 hours"
Yeah maybe it's a case of that. I sometimes find I need to hang back and get everything straight. As I say everything is heightened at the moment as its post Bloodstock and all the family stuff is going on. When thoughts are going on it is easyer to retreat a and recharge. It also helps hanging out with my girlfriend and watching stuff like Mad
Max and not having anything to do with metal and music for a bit.